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As I lie in my bed casted in the dim light of my lamp listening to the howling blizzard (and some light Gavin Degraw) I cannot help but contemplate the answers to life. No matter what you do, there will be some sort of disappointment. It is inevitable. You can preach how ever much you want, but are you truly practicing it? I know I have a long life to live and so much to learn, but I am constantly feeling as if there is this wisdom within me that has lived millions of lifetimes and has learned so many things.
I have grown tremendously in the last four months. That does not seem like much time to become a completely different person, but I have. I have learned and accepted that I will not tolerate negativity. I have come across so much negativity these past few months and the best thing that ever came from it is the person I am right now. I have chosen to let go of friends and family that have engulfed me in negativity. Yup, family. Everyday my family is getting smaller and smaller and I am completely okay with it. You know why? Because the family I have chosen to surround myself with are people that root for me to become the best person I can possibly be. The family I left behind are the ones filled with resentment and hatred and some serious bullshit. Knowing myself, I would have retaliated against those individuals I have let go very aggressively. But I have grown. I know there is a larger power and this larger power is simply the universe and the stars and believe me when I say, myself, the universe, and the stars are firm believers of my favorite five letter word, K A R M A. Karma has a nasty cycle of biting you in the ass and it hurts. I have brushed these people off my shoulders and will continue to let Karma work her magic. This may not happen tomorrow, a year from now, or twenty years from now, but I promise you, the day will come and it will come with a vengeance.
Now I am not going to sit here and tell the few are far individuals that actually read a word I have to say that I am young woman that has embodied herself with this inner peace because then I would be lying to you and I am no liar. I am a truther. That being said, I am preaching things to you, that I am continuously, on a daily basis, trying to practice and I must add... so far so good. Rid your life of negativity and I promise, you will be so much happier.
Live in the moment and play hard
Remember you are loved
And never ever give up
Please Please Please help me put an end to puppy mills and puppy stores in New Jersey. I had just recently gotten a puppy from Breeders Association of America in Brick, NJ and 5 days after having him, he was rushed to the emergency vet. Come to find out he is hypoglycemic and has kennel cough. You can call the Governor's office at (732) 292- 6000 and kindly request that Christie does in deed pass the s. 1870 bill which will put an end to puppy mills/ stores in our state. Also, go onto ASPCA's website for this bill, fill out your information, and send the e-mail to the Governor requesting this bill to be passed. The more people who participate, the better the results! Every phone call and e- mail will help! Thank you so much for those of you who have helped.
A lot of people want to know how I get my body and stay on track with weight loss. Truth be told, I'm not losing weight, if anything I'm gaining it. This is because when I work out, I'm lifting a lot of weights. So the fat on my body is turning into muscle which ultimately weighs more than fat, however, I look much skinnier. But my secret to it all is dedication and determination.
Last year I happened to be in the best shape of my life because I had a very good friend pushing me the entire way. This year I don't have that push and it is very hard for me to stay dedicated, I have to push myself and I do this by seeing other people look better than me. Sounds completely insane, I know, but it works. I used to go on Pinterest (my go- to for everything) and find girls' bodies that I really admired and would set it as my background as a constant reminder of how I wanted to look. That lasts for some time until people see it and question your sexuality.
In the beginning of this year I was overwhelmed with school and work and slacked off at the gym as well as my diet. I don't even have much of a diet but I do what I can to lay off the sweets and stick to clean eating. Anyway, one day at the gym I saw a girl who looked better than me. She was skinny and had a huge ass... my goal. It was crazy of me, but I was furious. I can laugh at it now because it was silly to be so mad over that. After the gym that day I went straight to Barns & Noble and got a health and fitness book that ultimately became my Bible. It was perfect. It came with meal plans as well as a 12 week work out plan. I started out on the second chapter because the first was for people who hadn't worked out and I felt I was more experienced.
I've been going chapter by chapter in this book and I really feel I have seen results in myself and I am proud of it! You really can do anything you put your mind to, you just need some dedication, determination, and a little push.
Here are some of my results since I started this book starting from day 1 to my most recent picture:
My apologies for not posting in quite some time, I have not had much inspiration lately. Since the time change and the weather has been dreary, I've just been a little down and uninspired. I will be posting again soon!
Junior sizes. Will order women's sizes if needed. E-mail me with your name, size, and address
I will be ordering these t-shirts soon. They are junior sizes. I can order women's sizes if needed, just e-mail me and let me know. If you are interested please contact me via e-mail @ firstname.lastname@example.org. Please send me your name, shirt size, as well as your address so I can send it to you when they come in. The price of the shirts will be $12.